A singer singing

1. text post  Thu, May. 17, 2012

   Guess what? Just because I lent leann my phone, I got a fair conduct. That means bidding farewell to my leadership position, my japan trip and everything!!! And leann’s not even sorry that she made me have a fair. I really tried so hard this term to do well academically and try so so hard to get my conduct up. And this had to ruin it all. Ahhhhh. Fml.



   


2. text post  Wed, May. 16, 2012

   Ok so I woke up very very late today. Woke up at 7 when I was supposed to wake up at 5! Decided to skip school. Heh. Meeting mum for lunch at vegan burg. Can’t wait!



   


3. text post  Tue, May. 15, 2012

   Mid year results

   I’m so so glad about my examination results! Especially my maths! I remembered I used to be one of the last few in my class and now, I’m the 3rd in my class! God is good!! Most of my results are wayyyyyy better than what I imagined. Even I was the only person who improve in art! Yippee! I really did reap what I sowed during my examinations and I really have to thank God for it. (: love love love today!



   


4. text post  Thu, May. 10, 2012

   Hey guys! (: yesterday was beyond awesome! My art piece was wayyyyyy better than my colour scheme! And I even managed to paint finish! Got to sleep for like 2 hours! :D when I went home, I slept for 3 more hours. Hehehehe! Exhaustion! My mum and I went to buy sports equipment at night! Got myself a nike pilates mat, nike running shoes, nike running shirt and hush puppies boxers! I’m a great fan of nike! :D hehehe! So anyways, I’m gonna go pack and prepare for my trip with my clique to universal studios! (: its going to be amazing!



   


5. text post  Wed, May. 09, 2012

   Hey guys, guess what? Today’s my last exam! Hooray! Today’s my art exam and I’m confident I will nail it! (; hehehehe! Oh btw, tumblring on the go! I’m so glad the bb tumblr app allows me to use unlike other apps that needs the bb plan! ): anyways, going out with the girls tomorrow to USS! (: I’m so excited! Gonna celebrate Shona’s birthday as well! Oh yeah, was supposed to go ice skating today with the peacocks but my mum didn’t consent to it! ); booooooo! Hahaaha! Wish you all the best for your exams! (:
   Love,
   Angela.



   


6. text post  Fri, May. 04, 2012

   If you treat me as a friend, the least you could do is to believe in me.



   


7. text post  Fri, May. 04, 2012

   Is it normal to feel sad? I think the whole world is against me. I feel that everyone hates me. Sigh.



   


8. text post  Fri, May. 04, 2012

   I’m not fit to take this leadership position. I’m gonna cause people change. Strip me off this. Choose a better leader.



   


9. text post  Fri, May. 04, 2012

   I’m putting on a smile but I’m deeply troubled. I laugh but I’m crying inside. I joke but I actually feel like breaking down. So many things happened to me this week and its really affecting me. I’m depressed. Really. And I’m just trying to be cheerful because I like to hide my feelings. Everything’s been going down. But the only thing that’s keeping me going is my love for God. I will not pray for life to be easy. I just want to pray that I will be stronger. No one will ever strip me of my beliefs. Even if it is going to cause me my life.



   


10. text post  Mon, Apr. 30, 2012

    CHINESE EXAMS

    was okay, I guess? Hahahaha! Paper 1 was so-so. Except i could only read one of the questions. Thank God i only had to answer one. It would be a disaster if i had to answer all. Paper 2 was quite upsetting though. I spent 1 hour on open ended comprehension only and had to rush my other components. Hmm…I guess I should’ve managed my time better! 

    Spent the whole afternoon with Leann and her sis since tuition today was (gladly) cancelled. I get to wash her sis and I swear, her sis is bursting with energy. Which is not a good thing after being so exhausted trying to squeeze out every Chinese word I possibly know. I actually get to bathe her which is actually quite a fun thing to do. Hahaha. Oh motherly instincts man. Hahaha! Actually, I personally feel that i’m good with kids. I just don’t express the interest yet. Well, being a kindergarden teacher/primary school teacher/nanny would be my plan C perhaps? Plan A is me becoming a pop singer and plan B, a radio DJ. Yeah, I know i am really into the entertainment industry. Hmm,i’m having a holiday tomorrow which is a good day to have it. Thank God man!!

    I would also want to thank Xue Ting for taking the time off to coach me with my chinese even though we spent most of the time tsalking! :P I would also like to express my gratitude to Candice also for calling me and advising me and praying for me. (: I feel so blessed. hahahahaha!

    Actually, now i get to see the benefits of serving. Hehehehe. But only Leann knows why! (;



   


11. text post  Sat, Apr. 28, 2012

    My mum fucked up my morning. Isn’t it great? I was telling her how uncomfortable I was and she said I was being selfish. Fuck. She was being selfish for not considering my feelings first. Haven’t she forgotten about MY FATHER?!?!?!?! The one she has been married to for the past idk? 20 years? She thinks she can do what she wants but no. She can either choose me or him and obviously him. Duh. I’m just some fucking extra she has to take care of. Seriously. Everything’s going down. I’m supposed to have Chinese tuition today and she’s making me so fucked up. My Chinese exams is tomorrow. I’m going to be so glad the moment she leaves on 1st May. Sigh. Nobody loves and care for me. Most of the time, or all of the time, I have to look for my friends for comfort instead of the other way round. Sometimes I’m not open at all. Cause some of my other friends don’t understand my loss.



   


12. text post  Sat, Apr. 28, 2012

    Vulgar post

    I know I seldom post vulgarities but this is going to be an exception. Cause i’m fucking depressed now. everything is just going down for me. My mum had the fucking cheek to bring home a guy and she knew I was bloody not ok with it. And she scolded me for not wanting to eat with him. Fuck. How do you expect me to eat with him? Over my dead body. Secondly, my phone is being so fucked up. It’s been lagging and I’m so damn frustrated. Thirdly, I’m so stressed right now. Not only do I have to worry about my exams, I have camp and a party to plan. Oh fuck. I have to cry every fucking weekend cause of that guy. Fuck my life man seriously.



   


13. photo post  Fri, Apr. 20, 2012
    

    Hey hey hey!! Its Friday! HAHAHA. well anyways, I’m lying in bed, lazing for a bit. Had 4 horrible baths this week. I recently caught a cold and my heater isn’t working so I’m just basically having cold baths! This ain’t good man! And my throat and flu has gotten worse because of the cold water and also I couldn’t resist the temptation of cold drinks and fried food! >

   


14. photo post  Wed, Apr. 18, 2012
    

    Hello! I’m on the train to school! :P hehe. Anyways, had 2 tests yesterday! ): history was fairly easy while chem gave me a good brain workout! Chem was unbelievably hard! ): and I studied for it. So I’m just gonna pray that it will turn out good! I realised that I have been really slack lately! Which is not great. Have to pull up my socks if I want to ace my examinations! (;

   


15. photo post  Thu, Apr. 12, 2012
    

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